Life?

It just feel so damn pissed off when u have actually out of goodwill helping someone out and get urself into problems..Y can't the tide just slow down??The wave keep pouring in like tsumani...how worse will it get?
It's just getting weary of thinking how life gonna be and what to expect from it.
It's just getting more than a handful,
It's just getting too weary,
It's just geeting blury vision,
It's just getting tired,
Life still goes on,how much adrenline left for me?
Just hanging on....
Just so TIRED......

INSOMNIA

I never thought that I'd fall in love, love, love, love

But it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush, crush

Being  without you girl, I was all messed up, up, up, up

When you walked out, said that you'd had enough-nough-nough-nough

Been a fool, girl I know

Didn't expect this is how things would go

Maybe in time, you'll change your mind

Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me

No i can't live without you no more

Oh i stay up til you're next to me

Til this house feels like it did before

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Been a fool (fool), girl I know (know)

Didn't expect this is how things would go

Maybe in time (time), you'll change your mind (mind) 

Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me

No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)

Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)

Til this house feels like it did before (Because it)

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah (Ah), Feels like insomnia ah ah

Ah, i just can't go to sleep

Cause it feels like I've fallen for you

It's getting way too deep

And i know that it's love because

I can't sleep til you're next to me

No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)

Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)

Til this house feels like it did before

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

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HOW I MISS HOLIDAYSSSSSSS....AND THE AIR OF THE FOREIGN.....

It's been such a long long time since i have updated my blog,thank to qiqi for changing the template as i knew nuts abt all these thing lols,kinda silly rite...sara even laugh at me for dun even know how to manage my blogspot...haa

Well,i must indeed said that life is like a box of chocolate,u never know what's you gonna find inside that box!!2mths ago,i was having a shaking period in my life,it was almost funerable or shld i say prone to be attack,i guess nobody was having the best of their life,having all thoese thoughts,the pace of life just too momentum,there wasn't much to do yet think alot!!Life just get darker after the rain..i never get to see the sunshine.

Perhap my brain was jsut too occupied with stress,family member,loved ones,friends....it was just way too much i can describe,eric was being called back and charge for consumption of Melt,mr waterman have to worry about where to stay after he sell his house,ah mao was slaying each day making it scrappy,adrain was totally UNHEARD...wat happen to him man...

until recently i heard him!!!....he's still alive!!lols

So me....well,life couldnt be worse for the past 6mths,just too dramatic,things i thoought wouldnt happen...happened.After been thru wat had happen,i finally learnt more things,cherish more...i learned how to love more...people around me,people who are still with me.I know no matter how,what's past is past..it wun be the same anymore...things do changes,thinking changed too.

However what's important is just give your best,do your best and wait for result,u know,it just like take my N level haha...all i do is sit down....challenge the paper,give my shot and call it a day.

Other than that,you cant control anymore...it the other party who is is control of the situation..well,i passed my N level..lols...i didnt even could imagine it..

i dun felt any regret

i dun intend to turn back

i believe in my heart

i choose my road,my direction.......

so i will just give my best......and just wait

After so so long,finally i get to speak to my BB...im glad to know that she ois doing well in her studies and actively taking in sports...she even sent me a happy father's day card.

This really brighten up my day,at least i know in her heart,she still remember me..hahas

GOD...bless her well

27/06/09

They say heaven got EYES,what we do,heaven is watching..what goes around comes around...thou shall not speaks doesn't mean thou shall not know..someimes keeping it unknown may be a best way or white little lies that keep trouble spelling.Human are strange big creature that most of them do not have a mirror reflecting themselves what they are doing until they stumbled a rolling stone.
U do what you think,u reap what u sow.U think u r clever without thinking there's always a mountain higher somewhere,life is just like playing games,some goes by the rules whereby some in fact ignore the rules..Rules of the game is that ''U CAN DO ANYTHING BEHIND THE RULES BUT DUN GET CAUGHT!!"
INSANE OR A SAINT...U decide....it's just a thin hairline btw both.

THIS IS LIFE

Losing everything and fell rock bottom is part and parcel in life,it just depends on how one will stand up from the fall,knowing the path and walking the path is 2 different thing.Dun say one will know wat it means...face it and you will damn fucking knowing the whole process.Good friends dun say much,they will just stand by you,no matter how it is...loved one stands by you,no matter how hard it takes...perhap only in difficult circumstances,one will realised much much more things,situation,envioroment and see "through" people who though they are friends,but they aren't.FUCK THEM ALL who think they are...for those geniune ones.....stay put and stay calm...
As they said...the whole is round.Dun be happy if one have succeeded coz consistancy plays a part,those who failed doesn't need to feel sad,it's just a stepping stone to something more...
Every rose has it's thorns
Just like every night has it's dawn
Just like every cowboy sing his sad sad song
Every rose has it's thorn
This ain't a song for the brokenhearted
No silent prayer for the faith departed and I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd
You're gonna hear my voice when I shout it out loud
This is for the ones who stood their ground
For Tommy and Gina who never backed down
Tomorrow's getting harder, make no mistake
Luck ain't even lucky, gotta make your own breaks
You better stand tallWhen they're calling you out
Don't bend, don't breakBaby, don't back down
It's my lifeIt's now or never
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
I just wanna live while I'm alive
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said, "I did it my way"I just wanna live while I'm alive
(It's my life)

THANK YOU FOR THE 1 MIN. CONCERNTRATION...
ROCK YOUR LIFE,DAMN ASS!! LOLS