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ENDING

15 more days to end year 2009 which have been an undescribe dramatic year for the past 11 months.Things just happened so unexpectly which the tide was riding against the wind for me.
I hope for the coming 2010 would bring a better significiant sign to accompany me riding throught another year in my life for the 3rd decade.
As days fading away in life,there are so many things just happened that at that moment you wish that you were still a teenager enjoying life without any burden and worries in head however this is life,as you grew older,burden and responsibilites keep packing up onto your shoulder.Nature took away life from closed ones,you discovered that people whom you used to know doesn't seem to understand them anymore,feeling for loved one changed,faded away..sound sad huh,but this is life.Thing do happen and most of the time they happen for a reason which most of the time before we could actually understands it.
I remember a saying goes like this "It takes a moment to understand but a lifetime to realise it" How true is that gonna be?You decide!!Greed is the motivation force of all evil and it drives people to concede the 7 SINS without any deeper thoughts.
Life is indeed beautiful if you know where is your direction is,for those are are without any compass or lost in the midst of the concret jungle...Dun panic,take a rest,sit down,enjoy the music and give a deep thoughts,give yourselves some times alone to figure out things..and start moving on again.....

Life?

It just feel so damn pissed off when u have actually out of goodwill helping someone out and get urself into problems..Y can't the tide just slow down??The wave keep pouring in like tsumani...how worse will it get?
It's just getting weary of thinking how life gonna be and what to expect from it.
It's just getting more than a handful,
It's just getting too weary,
It's just geeting blury vision,
It's just getting tired,
Life still goes on,how much adrenline left for me?
Just hanging on....
Just so TIRED......

INSOMNIA

I never thought that I'd fall in love, love, love, love

But it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush, crush

Being  without you girl, I was all messed up, up, up, up

When you walked out, said that you'd had enough-nough-nough-nough

Been a fool, girl I know

Didn't expect this is how things would go

Maybe in time, you'll change your mind

Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me

No i can't live without you no more

Oh i stay up til you're next to me

Til this house feels like it did before

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Been a fool (fool), girl I know (know)

Didn't expect this is how things would go

Maybe in time (time), you'll change your mind (mind) 

Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me

No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)

Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)

Til this house feels like it did before (Because it)

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah (Ah), Feels like insomnia ah ah

Ah, i just can't go to sleep

Cause it feels like I've fallen for you

It's getting way too deep

And i know that it's love because

I can't sleep til you're next to me

No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)

Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)

Til this house feels like it did before

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

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HOW I MISS HOLIDAYSSSSSSS....AND THE AIR OF THE FOREIGN.....

It's been such a long long time since i have updated my blog,thank to qiqi for changing the template as i knew nuts abt all these thing lols,kinda silly rite...sara even laugh at me for dun even know how to manage my blogspot...haa

Well,i must indeed said that life is like a box of chocolate,u never know what's you gonna find inside that box!!2mths ago,i was having a shaking period in my life,it was almost funerable or shld i say prone to be attack,i guess nobody was having the best of their life,having all thoese thoughts,the pace of life just too momentum,there wasn't much to do yet think alot!!Life just get darker after the rain..i never get to see the sunshine.

Perhap my brain was jsut too occupied with stress,family member,loved ones,friends....it was just way too much i can describe,eric was being called back and charge for consumption of Melt,mr waterman have to worry about where to stay after he sell his house,ah mao was slaying each day making it scrappy,adrain was totally UNHEARD...wat happen to him man...

until recently i heard him!!!....he's still alive!!lols

So me....well,life couldnt be worse for the past 6mths,just too dramatic,things i thoought wouldnt happen...happened.After been thru wat had happen,i finally learnt more things,cherish more...i learned how to love more...people around me,people who are still with me.I know no matter how,what's past is past..it wun be the same anymore...things do changes,thinking changed too.

However what's important is just give your best,do your best and wait for result,u know,it just like take my N level haha...all i do is sit down....challenge the paper,give my shot and call it a day.

Other than that,you cant control anymore...it the other party who is is control of the situation..well,i passed my N level..lols...i didnt even could imagine it..

i dun felt any regret

i dun intend to turn back

i believe in my heart

i choose my road,my direction.......

so i will just give my best......and just wait

After so so long,finally i get to speak to my BB...im glad to know that she ois doing well in her studies and actively taking in sports...she even sent me a happy father's day card.

This really brighten up my day,at least i know in her heart,she still remember me..hahas

GOD...bless her well