What the fuck is happening to you now?Are you losing confidence in yourself or are you losing confidence in others??
You had fall hard before and stand up again and again!!
Standing at this cross road junction,wat is your fucking decision?you gotta make a choice.
Life is all about choices,isn't it?Be good or bad....
Maybe you should learn to let go...because letting go=Freedom
How many actually 5yrs do you have in life right now?
DONNY!!! Dun give up!!Life is still beautiful whatever decision you make,just think carefully because life isn't about regret,it's about being getting better!!!

There a reason for what is happening,there is a reason for thing that have done...when there is a game that is being played,everybody wanted to win by hook or by crook!!
therefore,i will make you play my game and make you fall real hard this time round!!!
MARK MY WORDS!! **evil Grin**

For the time i stepped out of the house i thought those days were gone,from the day you changed your num,i thought it was over.....until you told me you was always there for me and you just wanna leave us some space,you did not give up on me and told me not to give up on myself....now i know.......you have not changed....i really do not wanna burden you both with my problem that i have created....
Wishes youhave a great happybirthday ahead and may all your wishes come true.....
All i wanna say is for the time i solvemyproblemswill be the day i marked my return...sincerely,hopefully i hope you can wait

Times reallyflies,2010 gonna end in 2mths time,1st thing that cameto my mind is ashley is oredi 10yrs old..i really misses her,everyone asking me is there a possibility to salvage the things that used to be?Well.....i do not dare to think so much as for now.1thing in my mind is if ever there's achance to leave here,i would not hesitate to do so as there is no 1 or nothing for me that can keep me here in this pathetic place...
For those who are feeling lost,dun give up,for those who having a greattime....cherish the time spent as youguys would not know wat's thefuture have in store for you....

Been working for continously 10 days until today to get a break away from it,im just missing out too much in life...wat can i say?I love the job,i love the income but i feel so depleted...i really wish for a short holiday,with the sand,the sun and the water......

How i miss my little baby,memories of you stopped abruptly since 2008 Aug,the way you makes me angry,the way that you will neverless entertain yourself,the way you will go craving for some snack,the way you will make me buy you those toys,all i have now are those photos that i have taken,leaving the unlimited yearn to hold your hand and bring you to school...............................

Time passes so fast,it has been 3 weeks since i transferred over to the new outlet.Work is as usual tiring,met new collegues at work and a total new learning experiences here.I have my eyes really open on how personal incentive system affect the relationship at work,be it or not,there's a mask over everyone here.
In my opinion,the most annoying 1 will be that old skinny BITCH who is working er ass off to get me irritated every now and then,there an old man who never make me laugh and a young man who i can only tok to.
Ever since i was on this job,i have felt my life is so bored,nothing but work,eat and sleep.How i missed those holiday moment to set yourself free,enjoying the sun,the beach and the sea....hmmm,gotta plan for a short getaway trip and avoid seeing those unecessary people..hehe