I know it was a mistake 2 years ago which affected you,although time can't be reverse and things would not even changed for now,but you have always been on my mind since that very day.How i wish that i could hold your little hand to school,your laughter never fails to make my day,your monkey face which led you to a good beating by mummy.
The only memories through out the years was just the photo of you that were accompany me thru my hard time,i do not expect much,just hope you are in good hands,well taken care of and healthy.Even though now that life have changed,the fact of you are that you are still my lovely BB............

She tapped me from behind and i turn around,i paused for a few seconds,take a deep breath,she asked me"You not working here?"I thought that she would not called me and never did i expected,we chat for a while,a really open chat and a peaceful one instead...hehe,there was no hatred,no sore feeling,no screaming,not hostile..im GALD!!
Thinking back,i really miss out alot for these past 3years,even thou the outcome was to nobody liking but some time things just don't turn out as everybody would hope so,that's life,we gotta learn to take it as it comes.i feel happy when i see you living your life so well,being happy,a new life,new companion.regrets is not the word to hover my mind now.what's done can't be undone,sincerely i do hope u are living your life well and happy now.
Thanks for bringing out such a beautiful one to the world for me.........from my bottom of my heart,THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME ONCE BEFORE

It's 2011!!There goes the not gonna remembered 2010,it's just feel so much better with a new year,new beginning and of course a NEW ME....Nothing can be better than now as im really making my time full of uses,more meaningful.
You can have your fucking life for all i care,u can do whatever you want for all i care...the bottom line is What you do is ur fucking biz!!Whhahaha...Recently there was just too much rumours and i wondered how did it happened?Never did i expected all this,just way too much for me to digest...But currently im just not gonna think so much...so sorry!!
Life wasn't just about commintment and getting serious i guess,ive been wasting too much time pursing something and it's something that i having a pobia rite now.Just wonder why some ppl could rush into things that fast,is it possible?maybe or maybe not...maybe it's just about getting a replacement rite after an encounter however I DUN GIVE A FUCK!!Whahahaha....bon Jovi sang "its my life,it's now or never,im ain't gonna live forever" so what you do is ur fucking life,not mine...for mine..i will live it good,live it well,live it enjoyable...KK,i really got a shock about you,but i really does not wanna think so far,so much..so sorry,i noe some things you can't control de,sorry for things to turn out this way,SZ!!you are really so silly,sometimes even tickle my laughing veins!!lols...but time is just enjoyable with you around...
WF...thanks for accompany me when im in my down period,somethings that are meant to be will be...i know there's a lot of thing that you think i do not know,i wun even ask...if you feel that the time is rite to say it out,you can have the time,just be happy ba...
To all peeps out there,sometimes learning to survive in adverse situation will make you stronger as they are a test in your life which will test you to fall and pick up again,so nevermind the adverse,welcome them and make it a solution which will help u understand a lot of ppl and situation around you!!
Take care and awaiting for the CNY which i will coming to attend,Mum,Sis,BB and all my loved one...pls leave your door open,I WILL BE BACK!!It will not be like last 2years ago...disappearing without a trace just a mobile to reach me!!!I can't wait!!!hehe