Sms roam me yesterday nite,"just get prepare to sign the paper that binding me and you for the god damn 9yrs and custordy of Ashley will be yours" 1st word that came to my mind was DAMN IT,in the 1st place u were the one asking me not to fight for her and now u just want to shake her off,i replied "FINE,if u dun wan her,i will take care of her" Came the reply"btw i will check for the value of the hse and get it sell off by end of this yr to settle everything"
So i just told her what will happen if were to came to this decision at this point of time,she told me off not to teach her what to do!!FUCK IT...im just telling you what will happen, and im not teaching anyone what to do now...so i told her im tired,really tired that i do not wish to tok anymore since she doesnt get what i mean.
I made my mistake which i did not spent enough time with Ashley in the 1st place that the reason why BB doesnt feel close to me,i dun blame anyone,i will face my music....i aso understand that it's been a torturing 10yrs and have to wait for another 3more yrs before everything can be settled is a thorn to you...i dun blame you..perhap u have found ur new life,everybody move on....life's goes on...perhap,perhap....LET GO = FREEDOM
What a piece of prediction to end the year 2009!!
Suddenly came a piece of lyric in my mind "im sorry for the times i left u home while i was on the road and u were alone at home,im sorry for the times i had to go,im sorry for the fact that i did not know that you were sitting at home wishing we could go back when it was just you and me,im sorry for the time i would neglect im sorry for the time for those disrespect,im sorry for the wrong thing that ive done im sorry for the fact im not away that you cant sleep at nitewhen im not ard,becoz im in the street for everyday,im sorry for the thing i did not say like how you were the best thing in my lifeand how i was so roud to call you my girl and i understand there's some problemsand im not too blind to know all the pain you kept inside youeven u might not show,if i cant apologize for being wrong then it's just a shame on me i'd be the reason for your painand you could put the blame on me."Alhough this song is sang by akon to her mum however to me,it's me to her and my BB
So i just told her what will happen if were to came to this decision at this point of time,she told me off not to teach her what to do!!FUCK IT...im just telling you what will happen, and im not teaching anyone what to do now...so i told her im tired,really tired that i do not wish to tok anymore since she doesnt get what i mean.
I made my mistake which i did not spent enough time with Ashley in the 1st place that the reason why BB doesnt feel close to me,i dun blame anyone,i will face my music....i aso understand that it's been a torturing 10yrs and have to wait for another 3more yrs before everything can be settled is a thorn to you...i dun blame you..perhap u have found ur new life,everybody move on....life's goes on...perhap,perhap....LET GO = FREEDOM
What a piece of prediction to end the year 2009!!
Suddenly came a piece of lyric in my mind "im sorry for the times i left u home while i was on the road and u were alone at home,im sorry for the times i had to go,im sorry for the fact that i did not know that you were sitting at home wishing we could go back when it was just you and me,im sorry for the time i would neglect im sorry for the time for those disrespect,im sorry for the wrong thing that ive done im sorry for the fact im not away that you cant sleep at nitewhen im not ard,becoz im in the street for everyday,im sorry for the thing i did not say like how you were the best thing in my lifeand how i was so roud to call you my girl and i understand there's some problemsand im not too blind to know all the pain you kept inside youeven u might not show,if i cant apologize for being wrong then it's just a shame on me i'd be the reason for your painand you could put the blame on me."Alhough this song is sang by akon to her mum however to me,it's me to her and my BB
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